I feel like it could be odd to be starting this new blog on Valentine's Day, especially considering everything that has happened in my marriage this 7 months. And yet, despite it all, I feel like God has blessed me in so many ways.
Most of all, I want to thank God for His love - "For God so loved the world, that He gave His one & only son, so that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life." John 3:16
No matter what is happening in my life, God is the One who will love me no matter what! Nothing I do will stop that, even if at some point I didn't want it. And how I love God for it!
God also provides hope... each day I go thru, I know that He will provide, He will take care of me, He will love me, He will help me and He has a future for me (if only I will listen :)
This Valentine's Day has actually been one of the best I can remember (Not that I remember a ton of them). It's never been a day that I focus on - I neither love nor hate it. It's usually another day in the week. But today, it started with a box of fun pens (40 of them - can't wait to use them) being left on my desk at work (not really for valentine's day - but God had a friend remember to bring it to give to me today). I also got a Valentine from my friend & co-worker Linda - who thoughtfully remembered me (& I think knew it could be a hard day for me and wanted to help). My friend Deanna later stopped by with chai (I never refuse chai), a sweet card, some chocolate, a small gift & a visit at work. I am truly blessed with her friendship.
I had two favorite parts of the day though. First of all, I got to be a blessing to Deanna & her husband, Robert, but helping to set up their bedroom while they were out to dinner. Deanna wanted it to be a surprise and had supplies ready; so while they were gone, I set up the candles all around the room, as well as wine and some decorations. I must say, it was truly beautiful! They were thoughtful enough to call & say thank you for the surprise despite the fact that they could have started into something a little more fun ;) The adventure of planning the surprise & setting it up was fun and the anticipation of hearing how it went off was a delight. The best part was that I could help two friends grow closer in their love together & thus hopefully in a more solid marriage.
The second best part of the day was hearing from my mother & the joy she had over getting some flowers from me. My mom does so much for me and I am truly delighted whenever I manage to show her my appreciation back.
I've always enjoyed being able to give to people, but sometimes, like today, the giving was better than the receiving. I think the Lord loves it when we learn that lesson (though I will admit that I will NEVER tire of receiving packages!!)
My goal for this year is to try to be more thankful each day. I don't always succeed and I know I whine/complain more than I do thank, but it's a start.
So thank you Lord for my friends, for my family and especially for days to remember Your great, never-ending LOVE!